what is happening??????

I don't know what is happening to me..i have been sick very often already..my flu..hmm..has been 3 weeks ..everyday i got flu and everyday i have to eat my actified, once eating it im fine..but the next day i will get flu again..i don't know what to do..i can't stop myself from taking actified because once i flu it is at the worst level, till i can get fever, my eyes icy and red and sometime watery..huhuhu..if i don't take actified, the flu will continue the next day and can be for a week..huhuhu...i really don't like to be sick like this, i can't do anything at all, there is no a day in my life during this three weeks free from having flu, my hand free from tissue..no there is none...u can see me flu anytime during the day, even u can see that i use a lot of tissue..u even can called me the queen of tissue if u see the amount that i used..huhuhu..and now, i felt like im having fever, my body temperature rise already from the normal level, and worse is my right eyes started to swollen..huhuh..someone please tell me what is happening to my body..i just wanna be happy like the others, live their life normally..huhu..i wish there is a shop that sell spare nose so that i can replace mine..huhuhuhu,,,,,