have u ever feel....???

Lame question right? but try to think it out of the box..as in critically.. everyone feels but those everyone knows what that feel? have you ever wake up feeling nothing but so hurt and making u feel sad ?

My answer is, i did..this morning i woke up feeling weird, feeling like im missing something in my life but i do not know what im missing..weird but its true..somehow it makes me feel so down as in sad..i called this as heartless..why? because it is like you feel something in your heart but you do not know what it is really..means you uncertain with that feeling. However that feeling haunting you, your day, your mood all affected.

The hardest part is that you do not know what to do with it, how to handle it or even to get rid off that feeling. People can advice you to not think so much, just ignore it but when want to do, it as hard as anything could exist. All you capable to do is to sit and think what , why and how. And yes this is wasting time and killing you by making you get headache. But what we can do about it. As i said to say is easy but to do in action is hard.

Thus for me, the only thing i prefer to do to let go the unease feeling and moment is by writing, watch something funny and if im comfortable enough to talk about it with someone, i will. if not i will just keep it to myself because sometime explaining to people only makes thing worst and sometime sharing our thoughts will only bring another changes in people perspection towards us. As i always remind to myself, SILENT IS GOLDEN.

Yeah silent is golden but not all the time and not for everything. Sometime silent can cause miss understanding between you and others. So before you decide to be quiet think first whether the thing or people than your dealing with worthy enough for you to just remain silent or take some action. To me silent is golden and i have decided to be silent, keep everything for myself because honestly im scared to let it out, im scared to let that person know. We are human being but we have different heart and mind. We think differently though we are of same age, same blood stream, same hair colour or even having some comment in our personality.

Everyone has their own way of judge or think on things ahead them, good or bad depends on them, so whatever they think not usually as what we wanted or expect. Sometime it can be worst or beyond our expectation but sometime is way too good than what we imagine. As for example, we said something to that someone, and we thought that person will get mad and hates us but somehow, that person kind of liking it and agree with it. And as when we thought the result of saying or our action will bring positive feedback, somehow it is vice versa. weird but yet this is what really happen in this real world. we have to be ready for anything coming, ready with how we will feel though. For better or worst, actually it is depends on us not them because we rule ourself. But feeling you cannot control though because thats come from the mother nature. The best is to surrender to the almighty and let the mother nature do her works.