hmm.. all this while i have not come a final answer or decision. why? cause time to time i keep changing my decision, my thought, And before things eating me up, i need to be practical in my own decision, for my own good also. To ensure that my decision won't change, i have been promised to myself that this time im going to be more strict to myself, not going to break it and be determine. Afterall, whatever i am doing now brings nothing, the person i was trying to impress will never seen it and appreciate. and for me, i only get hurt inside. So enough with that. Continue doing that is as equal as i don't love myself. Its like im betraying myself, hurting myself.
ok...i finally decide to forget everything and let go everything i wanted from him. You know love. I just want to give up on love. it is tiring though when you keep trying to win that person heart afterall he didnt even notice you. It is time for me to give it a break and see what is going to happen next year. No need to rush in this thing, i mean love. Moreover there are alot of guys out there. SO till then, i mean till my true love come, i stick to my own standard. Now it is time to enjoy my single life, never thought i can be single this long, i my self couldnot believe it what else people who know me well..hahahahaah/.//.funny..im not the popular highschool girl anymore..im just another normal girl, known by few , ignore by most..some people, my friends, relative call me as the smart girl a.ka. nerd..its ok..i prefer being nerd. ahahah
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